Khloe Kardashian Says Lamar Odom’s Dad Tried to “Pull the Plug” on Him

But after learning that the athlete had relapsed a year after his overdose, the Good American founder was done keeping up with him.

"I punched you in the face," said recalled of the confrontation, "and I shattered everything in that house." 

Although Khloe had to protect her peace by exiting the relationship, she understood that Lamar was navigating an incredibly difficult experience. 

"I do believe that addiction is a disease," she said during her confessional. "The truth is, no one can save someone from that except for that own individual. I tried countless times to save Lamar from that."

"You can't keep doing f--ked up s--t and expect people just to stay around," she added. "I had to learn the hard way that I can't save anyone in that position."

Meanwhile, Khloe was at the center of the collateral damage regarding his overdose. In fact, it's something she still feels today.

"I'm so pessimistic these days," she admitted. "I do wish I could have that innocence of when I first met him and the love we had and how pure it was because it was pure. It was incredible. I know I'm colder. When I see old episodes of Lamar and I, I'm like, 'Who is that girl?'"

"What a beautiful thing to be so naive and trusting," she noted. "I won't get that back, but maybe that's also OK."