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Holly Hagan has shared a video showing her speaking to her three-year-old son Alpha-Jax about her late sister Darci, who died last year.
The Geordie Shore star's sister Darci Rose Gibson passed away aged 19 following a night out in Manchester back in October after taking an 'accidental overdose' of crystal MDMA leading to multi-organ failure.
In a video shared on Sunday, Holly, 33, and her husband Jacob Blyth, 34, are seen discussing about his two-month-old sister Madison-Darci and his 'Aunty Darci', with Holly saying: 'Aunty Darci is in heaven but you can still speak to her.'
After sharing the video, Holly took to her stories to hit out at critics who asked why she did not have her BBL (Brazilian Butt Lift) reversed, as she stated she would not risk the 'super dangerous' surgery 'leaving her parents without another child'.
Having undergone three BBLs a decade ago, Holly – who branded the surgery 'her biggest mistake' -wrote: 'I have [considered removing] but I don’t really fancy risking my life again when I have two children to look after and my sister dying last year...
'I’d rather look a little “abnormal” for awhile whilst I lose the weight naturally over time so I don’t leave my parents without another child and my children without a mother.'
Holly Hagan has shared a video showing her speaking to her three-year-old son Alpha-Jax about her late sister Darci, who died last year
The Geordie Shore star's sister Darci Rose Gibson (pictured) passed away aged 19 following a night out in Manchester back in October after taking an 'accidental overdose' of crystal MDMA leading to multi-organ failure
After giving birth in June, Holly and Jacob honoured Darci with their daughter's name and have now shared how they keep her memory with Alpha-Jax.
While putting on his socks in the video, she spoke to her son about Minions and said: 'Aunty Darci is in heaven But Madison Darci is here...
'Aunty Darci is in heaven but you can still talk to her. She's still listening. When you wear Minions and she's in heaven, she gives you a big smile.'
Alongside the emotional video, she added a caption reading: 'So glad we caught our little conversation about Darci he was only 2 when she passed and it was hard for him to comprehend where she’d gone...
'It was only after he watched lion king and said mufasa is in heaven we were really able to try to explain it to him. We always buy him little minions things when we see them so it reminds him of her we’ll never let him forget her'.
Holly then posted her response to backlash over her BBL surgery, which she underwent as an 'insecure' 23-year-old, alongside £30k worth of surgery.
As she continues to document her postpartum fitness programme, she revealed she is facing a flurry of critique over the results of her BBL and demands to reverse the op.
Her initial post read: 'I get SO many comments saying WHY would you not just get your bum removed. And it’s like do you understand what you’re asking me as a mother of two children..
After giving birth in June, Holly and Jacob honoured Darci with their daughter's name and have now shared how they keep her memory with Alpha-Jax
She shared a screenshot hitting out at a follower over demands to remove her BBL
As she continues to document her postpartum fitness regime, she revealed she is facing a flurry of critique over the results of her BBL and demands to reverse the op
'To go under the knife for a super dangerous surgery yet again for vanity and for the trolls to stop! That’s how I got here in the first place!!..
'My bum will reduce in time with weight loss but people refuse to give me time!! Its funny because if I went for a bbl reduction and died it would be “why couldn’t she just leave herself alone” “how selfish of her to go under the knife yet again with two kids”
'I CAN NOT WIN!! So what if I have to look a little abnormal for awhile it’s far better than dead.'
She went on to write: 'People act like I don’t own a mirror. But honestly never in my wildest dreams did I expect to end up looking like this. I know it looks silly. But I don’t really know what people want me to do about it right in this moment?...
She explained that she 'would not leave her parents without another child'
When asked: 'Was it equally as dangerous when you had it done? Did you then risk your health for it?', she replied: 'Yes it was more dangerous as it’s putting fat in, I wasn’t aware at the time how dangerous but I don’t know if I’d of cared back then'
'I don’t get what anyone gets from telling me it looks ridiculous... like I KNOW I’m the first to say it. It’s hard coz I’m 6-9 months away from my goal and when I’m at my goal not a single person will even comment on my bbl because it’s practically non existent when I’m at a low body weight...
'But it’s the constant pressure to stay at a low body weight and being scared to fluctuate as normal women do because I know I’ll be trolled when I gain weight because it all goes to my hips and bum...
'If there’s one positive that comes from this I hope it’s that girls think twice about getting a bbl. It’s genuinely the worst mistake of my life that I’m still paying for 10 years later.'
When asked: 'Was it equally as dangerous when you had it done? Did you then risk your health for it?' she replied: 'Yes it was more dangerous as it’s putting fat in, I wasn’t aware at the time how dangerous but I don’t know if I’d of cared back then...
'I was an insecure 23 year old who had money for the first time who was trolled heavily for the way I looked. I thought it would finally give me the body of my dreams and unfortunately it didn’t and I’m left dealing with the consequences 10 years on.'
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